theres a bm that offered me 50 $. After flirting w m some weeks. I turned him down; he bounced all over the COlorado west here where I live children w / becky and at the indian reservations . Loud tells all his business openly spits on the sidewalk I told him not to (he rubs white folk the wrong way at the college he finally graduted from at 50 ) . We really live remote in ski country. The indian men demanded that he leave. The college forced his graduation. I think he sleeps outside. He asked me to wait for him so he could visit his retired mom in Denver for christmas last year. I am 5 years younger than his mom. He creeeps me out something terrible. omg. I did not make this up. REPLY
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copied this below from a now closed personals thread . Some of it I may agree w/ some of it I don't , that portion I patently reject I percieve logically proves the power of properganda in our tim. . Its APPALLING to me the rcent repetition of lies and labels. Its focused on the young and in my opinion its deep state based. MGTOW SYBM etc IS A CALL TO a standard OUTSIDE AND BENEATH the traditions and lessons learned of the recent past. Men seeking mates are often looking for some one to HELP them. Thats what dowery was about. Womens work was a matter of survival and profit.. . Children , were the ORIGINAL social security program of the human race . Women invented trade agriculture and urban living. The sake of raising their children in common was the point!! The offhanded MENTION OF relative 'worthlessness' being applied to a human because she is female and has proven it in childbirth is ridiculous and vile. It is appaling to me that men with grandmoms and g...
It is the last of 2019. I live in a splendid home. Tasteful upscale and higher in the mountains than before. I am a lucky woman. After a trial by fire ,I can say I have been introduced to Organic Chemistry. Via a special program at the local college. I am a bit of a celebrity there, cutting new ground as an audit student in STEM coursework. This matters much in contrast because the aervage Durangoian will tell you they do NOT LIKE working that hard,(shocked a couple of them mentioning this) many of them are feeling a pinch economically and are thinking about persuing a GED . equvalency program (!). Im a little short in Caluclus classes and am obliged to repeat a semester or two ----but --- I perserve, and in the science program encouraged. People who are focused here are easier to deal with generally. I was unpleasantly unwelcome in the music program however...loaded with scholarships and empty chairs. hmm. My audition was massively turned down and in wr...
A letter to " Dynah Deborah D" in explanation of my evoling life , frankly among the heathen. A portion of on going conversation about my purpose there. Celestea Deanes Dynah Deborah D It seems important to have time for this spirtual energy to settle . Living in the wilderness and being fairly home bound, I've noticed the seasons sunsets and sunrises the moon phases after a good while speak to a person internally. They are to be OBSERVED. There is an element of anticipation. And then reception , adjustment then an explanation. And then , alteration you become what ever arrives ...? Then a conclusion and level of release. That then in total is a CELEBRATION. There is a rthym to it . And less risk of being caught off balance when suddenly faced with something new, after the way is adopted . You can give yourself over to your rountine without it becoming dull. White folk call it a state of Zen. I have known some of them take up eastern...
An example of the Ruin of Edom: in the person of a Great but corrupt? Soul
The Decline of Esau Spiritual interpretation via a soul's near ruin "Mr. D" i have seen a general unraveling of the dominant culture. Rom eis falling im shocked to relise how fast. As my fortunes rise, and ease is offerred increasingly. I have never met so many drug addicts and slovenly sous. General rebellious folk, who are just now as adults meeting restrictions I have had to respect since childhood. Welcome to "the anti -jet Set" ala stronng delusion. One very attractive in a certtain way. Actually chemistry.A big presense and admittedly a natural leader! Horrified to step back and see--- 1) a racist 2) an unevolved morality 3) a person i n a personal hell, with no idea why 4) a chastened barbarian...? handsome vital and conflicted. And offends. Often. He has a flattering opinion of me as a feminine person---the most hes ever known. How could this be? Then I look about--- artless, plodding females abound. Some neat, some offen...
Background—Celestea Deanes I am the second of four children , from a middle class background in Chicago. I went to a notable high school in Chicago, Robert Lindblom High School , and graduated in 1978. An exploitation in the military damaged my health, and the following years of poor treatment via the VA medical system made it worse. I found solace in the arts... After joining a dance troupe ( associated with the South Side Community Arts Alliance) I travelled with them . Eventually , this wanderlust brought me to Albuquerque, New Mexico. And there, I benefited from a combination of community support. One spectacular place being the National Instituteof Flamenco (!) where for ten years, I immersed. The directors of that program are the Sandoval-Encienas family, who adopted me in my frequent debility. Another group of benefactors included the company of artist...